For the past few days and weeks all I have been doing is sulking. I don’t know why either. I have no reason to be. I have an amazing life. I know that I am loved my wife, my sister and some people. I can’t figure out for the life of me why I have been feeling this way. I think part of it is because of working both so much at Mel’s and for as long as I have been. I don’t really know what to think or say anymore. I tend to make up several excuses or try to delay it to the last-minute but I know that I really should not be doing that. I know that I am better than that and yet I still do it.